somewhere along the way, in the transition from high school to college, i lost it.

it’s something important and dear, something that made me so secure.

i feel so lost without it.

i was so exuberant, happy, excited, full of the vigor of life. 

friends. i brought people to me.

not anymore, because i have lost it.

somewhere along the way.

where did all my self-confidence go? where.